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Doomed. I actually speechless at da moment while being trapped in such terrible situation. There is none of a word being suitable to describe my feeling now. I'm not hating myself, i hate da fact of life that need to be accepted. It's ridiculous sometimes. Sigh.
( Content consist of strong/violent words, please take note that there are some offensive issues that deal with people and places, high-pressure reader please stay calm. )

Case 1 :
After a few of challenging weeks (estimated 2 weeks time), yet it finally comes to da unexpected terribly ending. I have done my job and work things according to time perfectly. Sometimes, we can't fight with da fate. I swear it's true. Having a out-of-idea assignment for da whole sleepless night, I finally finished it by myself at 6.45am punctually.
Today I supposed to be happy but it end with unbearable hateful matter. I submitted my assignment and made confirmation for my CV. The, being informed that presentation is at 5pm and 2nd confirmation change to 430pm. Yet, I decide to go out by 4pm. U guys know what, my car was being clamped by da Cyberia condominium management. WTF?! I have been clamped for 2 times in 1 month and it cost total RM100 for unlocking. WTF is da management team doing? They do even have the right to lock TENANTS' cars but a warning is needed. Plus, they assigned me a parking lot where the roof have FELL OFF and no proper parking for me. I'm freaking frustrated and my presentation is too close by da time. I vented my frustration to da Security and they insisted no unlocking my car till I paid da RM50. OMFG! I seriously have no choice, I have to go presentation so I paid and run through few blocks for settling da stuff. By da time I reached, everything had began and I have been notified by group Leader that Lecturer have put a cross to my attendance. WTH again?! The reason I was so angry because da subject do not have Final examination, it judged by da performance of presentation. So is that mean I have no mark for this subject? Maybe. Sigh. Plus, I have been warned that I was late and caused 4mins deducted and being taught what should do this and that. WTF man. I have never been missing or late for any single presentation for academic and I have been attended number of formal meeting and presentations for years.
As a leader, you should cheer up da spirit of da team although we did our best and member have urgent problem. Who wan to be deducted marks? Who don't wan to score better? I never argue back, I was very very angry by da time, I speechlessly went home. I came across da problem, it recalled back how da hell I should be picking my group carefully next time. I'm sorry but I'm no wrong. I'm pissed off but I still respect him as a leader. I'm going to make my 1st publicly scolding to our Respective Cyberia management.

Case 2:
Another things that is bothering me so much since I came to University. Last time, I did read a lot of blogs from my beloved friends about their 'Friends', 'Unfaithful friends' but actually I have a deep anger inside my heart too. I guess everybody should have own problem with friends but I have serious one.
I bear so much ridiculous and negative conversations and feedback from my beloved friends who stay under da SAME roof. I have enough with this and can you guys be mature in this age. To blame me, I have a person who a VERY care of friends. I have yet disappointed with some friends here. Tell me please, What's the point of showing off in front of me when I'm not interest at all? Can you guys give me a simple conversation and respect me as a friend ( somemore under da same roof )? I hate people do thing secretly, quietly, and neglect me. WTF with you guys? Fine, I don't need you guys any invitation for any bullshit Bar-drinking, Supper, Game or even going after a Girl. Stop showing off and speak properly to me. How could you feel when someone showing some unpleasant actions in front of u? I'm so freaking volcano sometimes when I thought of them. Learn to be Humble and Modest before you guys get whacked by people Seriously.
Friends which have no manners, no consideration, no respects, no honesty, no HUMBLE at all. I have da guts to speak here because they are over da limit. Yes, they created da 1st history in my life. Bar list for life. And, stop pussy-ing around here. If you want to do something else, go away from here. They are da worst friends in my life that I know. Dude, I never ever know such people before I came here. What's da point of showing off actually?

I'm so unbalance-emotional currently. What should I do? Sigh. I accept if I did wrong but what's da problem. I have been becoming more than a passive person like last time.
I stand my rights, I fight for da rights and speak da rights. I can't hold my breathe properly.