烦
已经有一段时间没曾那么的,烦恼了,
脑海中一直漂浮着很多很多不同的画面。
总觉得,自己变成另一个人了;还是自己在掩饰自己呢?逃避?
或许,我已放弃,去寻找属于"我"的答案了。
在很多时候,我都不想去辜负人;避免一切失望发生在自己的身上,
尽我原有的能力去克服一切一切的困难。
大学生,学会前线,我都不曾放弃过;但,自己的肩旁是否能撑得住吗?
当两边的肩旁撑着自己的理想的话,另外的责任又摆在哪里呢?
那当两大责任各放在个一边的话,我们是否能站得稳吗?
学会,我一直都很在意它的一举一动,无形中。
在大学圈子里,遇到它,总是个缘分;
对待它为一位你在意的朋友,总比较开心,少了些压力。
尝试把责任视得越大,底线画得越高,自己永远找不回自己。
这是个起步,不是终点。
在没有察觉的状况下,我犯下了不少的错误。
对自己一直感觉到没达到自己的底线,导致差点要崩溃;
接着对自己更失去曾拥有的信心,
自己的意见也渐渐地听不清楚了。
我希望给自己足够的时间,寻找回自己。
我不曾消失过,放弃过,一直要恢复回自己最佳状况前进,
弥补自己一路上的漏洞。
知己
Labels: Feelings
I would like to share with you about the picture above. What does it mean by just some simple conversation? That's how I feel when I heard something, recent.
A notorious link of a blogger which have been shared all around, rapidly. Ashamed.
I do not know, how should I start off to comment it or I should seriously. Sometimes, we should think twice before we do something, comment or gossip about it before being criticized as 'brainless', 'immature'.
Sigh.
People used to blame other people, regarding races, intelligence. First comes to mind, do bear in mind that, are you seriously good or dare with it. Somehow, people are just a-little-bit-racist and bias to each others using the advantage of blog. I guess we need to make sure we don't mis-using our freedom on doing something that taken others freedom. Remain fair and harmless.
Craps.
Immaturity and idiotic.
Labels: Feelings